"The Difference."

SUMMARY:

A poem expressing mixed emotions, feelings, and thoughts one can find over in the path of human life...

  

While slowly watching the clouds go by

rays of light aim for my eyes

filling them with a blindfolding brightness

as my hair messily half covers them with lightness.

Trees’ leaves fly everywhere 

their swift movements encircle me with despair

as I grip my hands to the fence I'm sitting on 

and maintain my head up high like a swan.

Thinking about those wonderful times when we were happy

when we use to walk making eye contact to each other

through this very road just beside that alley

not worrying about anything any further.

While one squirrel surprisingly jumps into my knees

I stretch my arms, feeling the breeze

casting shadows on the ground

not ever wanting to be found.

Oh those everlasting memories 

wanting to be eternal replayable movies

unforgettable, yet hurting

unceasingly forever burning.

One big cloud flies and covers the Sun

making my thoughts weight more than a ton

filling my surroundings with an eternal twilight

not knowing if I'll ever be alright.

A tear falls from my eye

making me feel that space of hope slowly die

getting attracted yet pushed away from it

where I believed all I desired was there for me to fit.

Like light and darkness

remarking a huge difference with hardness

the second one's the most I feel right now

striking my soul immensely with a pow.

A new channel starts in my life

'cause you have perished the last bit of my light

since that last day I ever saw you again...

You are not there anymore.

That is the difference.